Oddly enough...

...This relates to work.

who the hell is going to save
me? he
thought.

as the knife stopped spinning
the answer came:
you're going to have to
save yourself.

still smiling,
a: he lit a
cigarette
b: he poured
another
drink
c: gave the blade
another
spin.

--from The Last Night of the Earth Poems, Charles Bukowski


Never read Bukowski before. Might have to give him a look-see.

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